That Feeling

Still and quiet

Peaceful and relieving 

What's that kind of feeling?

How long has it been since I felt that?

That's not me

That hasn't been me for a while

Until... I met the one that changed my life

The One helped me

That One didn't even have to do anything

I just look into their eyes and I have that feeling

The smile warms me up inside

The voice lets me breathe 

People think I'm crazy

That's what I think of them when they don't understand

They think I'm ridiculous 

But they are too

They're crazy for not wanting to know that feeling

They're ridiculous for not knowing what it's like

They're the ones that should be criticised

I shouldn't be criticised for my life

You know?

When that feeling enters your soul 

It's hard to get rid of 

But who would want to get rid of that anyway?

What's with my friends?

Are they my friends?

 Some of them are because they tell me what they think

Some aren't, they just don't understand what it's like

My real friends tell me to ignore the criticism

Didn't have to tell me twice

What's with people?

I shouldn't care, it's my life

I just don't know anymore

I just get lost in that feeling 

That feeling has it's own kind of eyes

I stare at them a lot 

People ask me what's wrong 

But they wouldn't understand anyway

I like this feeling and I will keep it as long as possible

Let that feeling overwhelm

Still and quiet 

Peaceful and relieving

What's that kind of feeling?

Love, that's what it is. 

...Love

...You will feel it soon in your life

The Boy With a Wooden Stick

I wait in silence

I wait for the sound

There is no movement

I wait in darkness

I wait in fear

I see a light ahead

There’s nothing around it

I wait for a sign

I wait for what I’m supposed to do

The light moves forward

Leaving me in darkness again

I follow not knowing where it’s taking me

I listen carefully

Is someone there?

I turn around but, nothing

I look forward

There’s no light

I’m surrounded by darkness

I sit on the floor beneath me

A strong wind rushes through me

Taking me to another place

I’m struggling to breathe

I saw the city 100 miles away from where I was

Then the wind stopped

I fall down, down, down

Landing unbalanced on a road

I look up seeing people walking around

I ask where I am but no one can hear me

It’s like I’m in visible

I walked around scared with people walking and running through me

I walked out of the city, sad and confused

I see the light again, I’m right under it

It spoke to me

The last thing he said to me was a name

I am a boy with a wooden stick and snow

What am I supposed to do?

Then the light moved away

For years and years that’s all the light ever told me

What am I supposed to do?

I guess I’ll find out in the future

Your Own Devil

I look inside your house

I turn off your lights

I scratch on your walls

I howl in the nights

I walk down your stairs and your hallways

You run away scared of what is coming

I come closer and closer

I smile hearing your heart beating

I run my nails on your walls

I scream and hear it echo throughout the empty halls

I can see you in my mind of how you’re in a ball covering your ears

I can hear your cries

I walk closer and closer slowly

I come to the closet from where your heart is pounding

I run my nails against it letting you know I’m near

I feel your fear while your thoughts are running

You wonder if you’re going to live

You’re wondering what I will do

You’re wondering what I will look like

You are wondering what to do

With my slimy dark hands I grab the door knob

A big smile from ear to ear is on my face

My eyes as wide as it can get

And deathly is my scared face

My laugh echoes

My sharp teeth grinding together

My mouth drooling

To have you would be my pleasure

The knob screeches

The door now creaks

Your small ball won’t protect you

You face full of fear as I speak

“I see you now,

Hear my voice

As I speak into your precious ears

For they won’t be there by my choice

I have you now in my grasp

I can kill you now in a flash

I will do something to scar your life

I could burn you into ash

But then you won’t live this to haunt you

I could scar your face

I could take your arm

I will offer no grace

I’ll make sure you wish you weren’t alive

I’ll make sure that you won’t sleep at night

I’ll make sure you will suffer

You will live under my light

You will die by your choice

For I will be right beside you

Under your bed

And everywhere through and through

For I am the devil

I will scar your life

You will suffer forever

Until it’s the end of your life

For the rest of your days

I will haunt you

For the rest of your days

You will be your own Devil.”

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Speak Up

To Speak up and speak out

It's like a headache pounding and never going away

To talk is not just blabbing words 

It's building courage and bravery for truth

Even though speaking is difficult

Like trying to get rid of you hiccups

All you have to do is refresh and it will be gone

Not just hiccups bust the fear will be walking away

When needing to get truth in the air

There will be time of hardship

There will be force but fear strikes back

Until you knock fear to the ground and say "No!"

"No" is the magic word

No to fear and cowardliness

No to lies and defeat

And no to your enemy

It doesn't matter how big or how strong

Doesn't matter what power

"No" can defeat and it will

Speak up or "no" will never visit you again

To speak up is to be free

To speak up is relief

Relief will relieve the itch in the back of your head

Freedom will make you life better

Speaking up leads to relief

Relief leads to freedom

and Freedom leads to truth!

Sleep

Sleep!

Let your eyes close.

Let darkness close in.

Your dreams will flood in

You imagination can take over

Sleep!

Sleep and dream

Dream and let your imagination fly 

Fly and be free

freedom will lead your sleep away.

Sleep... sleep!